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Monday, March 7, 2011
Do your very best to destroy my spirit, You will fail
Those of my past, present, and future have given this all there very best in efforts to do just for sport or out of some silly spite they had towards me.
I have been screamed in my face and called every nasty name known to man, then in dispare choose the wrong friends and ways to live, to only be thrown from the pot into the fire when finally coming back home
Unaware of the sad and life threatening demon who had decended onto my loved ones and there lives now
The angel of darkness does live and I know this now, when this angel comes the wings fan out and with such wickedness spread there deseases and illness's among us so very strongly we almost do not overcome just this simple action.
I'v been told I'm crazy, and this is very true. Crazy for my loved ones yes, I know we only get this one time to be together here were we go next will be different. When you believe in no hell except what we have already here, and your God and heaven is even much different from most people you have known. Then you know the same rules of this nature no longer apply to you anymore, therefore this dark angel cannot touch you ever no matter it's furious strength and wickedness that it so easily places onto others so very close to your own heart
This evil takes many joys in seeing your sadness and sorrows, from the heartache and pain that is given to you and your close family
When you pray to God and ask for answers or relief for you loved suffering the dark angel grins knowing your prayers fall on empty ears since the God you pray to is much too busy to help a simple family issue with all the war and poverty happening now.
The dark angel does at the same time it grins in your darkness, also grinds and mashes it's teeth in anger since this angel sees that it can never touch you personally with all of your guardian angels and spirit guides around you ever so vigilantly now. You threaten and taunt this evilness descened like an ancient curse to do it's very worse to you every day and night.
Still nothing ever comes, your God does hear you after all it was just a bit late in coming.
Your spirit will remain strong and well, but you will have to carry on brokenhearted now in the knowledge that your close loved ones did not have the same faith as you after all. Your faith was so very strong and good, no matter the evil force it will always fail
I have been screamed in my face and called every nasty name known to man, then in dispare choose the wrong friends and ways to live, to only be thrown from the pot into the fire when finally coming back home
Unaware of the sad and life threatening demon who had decended onto my loved ones and there lives now
The angel of darkness does live and I know this now, when this angel comes the wings fan out and with such wickedness spread there deseases and illness's among us so very strongly we almost do not overcome just this simple action.
I'v been told I'm crazy, and this is very true. Crazy for my loved ones yes, I know we only get this one time to be together here were we go next will be different. When you believe in no hell except what we have already here, and your God and heaven is even much different from most people you have known. Then you know the same rules of this nature no longer apply to you anymore, therefore this dark angel cannot touch you ever no matter it's furious strength and wickedness that it so easily places onto others so very close to your own heart
This evil takes many joys in seeing your sadness and sorrows, from the heartache and pain that is given to you and your close family
When you pray to God and ask for answers or relief for you loved suffering the dark angel grins knowing your prayers fall on empty ears since the God you pray to is much too busy to help a simple family issue with all the war and poverty happening now.
The dark angel does at the same time it grins in your darkness, also grinds and mashes it's teeth in anger since this angel sees that it can never touch you personally with all of your guardian angels and spirit guides around you ever so vigilantly now. You threaten and taunt this evilness descened like an ancient curse to do it's very worse to you every day and night.
Still nothing ever comes, your God does hear you after all it was just a bit late in coming.
Your spirit will remain strong and well, but you will have to carry on brokenhearted now in the knowledge that your close loved ones did not have the same faith as you after all. Your faith was so very strong and good, no matter the evil force it will always fail
To be alone, is to be filled with what I have witnessed
Alone, solitude total emptiness and sad, still remains the sights that the day light brought
Filled now with the feeling someone else is with me protecting me from the darkness inside
Showing me flashes of what I have seen, so wonderful and bewildering all at once
To some they may see just simple flowers, in my eyes I saw the root in the ground that they sprung from and every twist and turn of so many colored petals, I see the way the sun light or shadows change the colors completely, and then how the blooms crawl back within themselves for shelter and protection from the cold or rains, then happily open themselves back up to the suns rays for needed warmth and growth, as I too reach a hand out to the suns light so healing and pure here lies the bliss you bring me when I'm alone, cold and in comes the dreded thoughts of suffering a never ending winter without what I have known and witnessed forever. You come unseen as an angel to my memories to clear out the old cobwebs of terrible nightmares and darkness, the Spring and Summers of my mind and spirit they come and set me free of the never ending cloud of hauntings winter brought down from Fall's old trees.
Alone, within and without my own self I have company, sad and empty still yet lifted by knowing this. The angel spirit comes from within me and without to remind me of all these things I have witnessed, in the fears I may dispiar and forget all is not lost yet. My cup does overflow with all that I have witnessed now and in the past together.
Filled now with the feeling someone else is with me protecting me from the darkness inside
Showing me flashes of what I have seen, so wonderful and bewildering all at once
To some they may see just simple flowers, in my eyes I saw the root in the ground that they sprung from and every twist and turn of so many colored petals, I see the way the sun light or shadows change the colors completely, and then how the blooms crawl back within themselves for shelter and protection from the cold or rains, then happily open themselves back up to the suns rays for needed warmth and growth, as I too reach a hand out to the suns light so healing and pure here lies the bliss you bring me when I'm alone, cold and in comes the dreded thoughts of suffering a never ending winter without what I have known and witnessed forever. You come unseen as an angel to my memories to clear out the old cobwebs of terrible nightmares and darkness, the Spring and Summers of my mind and spirit they come and set me free of the never ending cloud of hauntings winter brought down from Fall's old trees.
Alone, within and without my own self I have company, sad and empty still yet lifted by knowing this. The angel spirit comes from within me and without to remind me of all these things I have witnessed, in the fears I may dispiar and forget all is not lost yet. My cup does overflow with all that I have witnessed now and in the past together.
When Lost In Darkness, how I was found
Evening time falling fast darker to darkest
Morning time arriving fast from darkest to darker
After Noon being in soothing darker to just murkiness
Between afternoon into evening you have found me once again, my sweet muse of inspirations
In this time I know the tough wickedness of days is over, yet the whole of the day is not snuffed out
Here you find me in my darkness inside, here you pull me out so gently into life tolerable.
Morning time arriving fast from darkest to darker
After Noon being in soothing darker to just murkiness
Between afternoon into evening you have found me once again, my sweet muse of inspirations
In this time I know the tough wickedness of days is over, yet the whole of the day is not snuffed out
Here you find me in my darkness inside, here you pull me out so gently into life tolerable.
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